It has almost been ten months

I’m forgetting what you look like when you are not captured in a photograph.

I’m forgetting our inside jokes

And the memories we made are slowly sliding into my unconscious where I can’t find them anymore

The imprint of your smile is no longer the screen saver on my eye lids

And so much of my life does not revolve around you anymore.

I’m forgetting how you move

And how you laugh

And how your mouth forms the words I love you.

But I will never forget the way you made me feel.

The excitement of a flutter when you touched my hand.

The pain of laughing too much.

And the safety I found in your arms

I’ll never forget how you made me feel